Great appointment!

We were able to see out little bean just dancing around. My Dr. joked that he/she must have known we were watching. The Bean was actually kicking his/her legs straight up and down... it was hysterical.

I was really able to breathe a huge sigh of relief.

Pinch me.... is this for real?

First OB appointment today.

And I am petrified. You would think that with how sick I have been, I would feel reassured that there is a healthy baby in there, but , I don't know. It is just so hard to believe that we are going to be the lucky ones this time. I am just so afraid that we are going to get there and it will be more bad news and heartache.

I hope at some point I will feel less guarded and I can relax and enjoy this pregnancy.