I hope at some point I will feel less guarded and I can relax and enjoy this pregnancy.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
First OB appointment today.
And I am petrified. You would think that with how sick I have been, I would feel reassured that there is a healthy baby in there, but , I don't know. It is just so hard to believe that we are going to be the lucky ones this time. I am just so afraid that we are going to get there and it will be more bad news and heartache.
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