Saturday, November 14, 2009

Oy.

I am honestly a bit of a wreck. I usually handle myself better in stressful situations, but it has become increasingly obvious to me how much I want THIS pregnancy.

I am so, so scared that we are going to once again walk out of that u/s room on Tuesday, completely devastated and wondering what the heck to do next. I am not sure how I will begin to handle it.


I do have to say, I have been plagued by daily nausea. My ride to work each day has happened with a plastic "just in case bag" on my lap.

With my luck, this is not morning sickness, but the damn flu.



7 comments:

jessica56 said...

I have a good feeling about your pregnancy! And to hear that you are feeling sick makes me feel like this could be your sticky baby! Thinking of you!!

Hopeful34 said...

This is it smilee. You better believe it!! It's your time...enjoy it :)

WifeOfARedhead said...

Smilee, this post makes me so excited! It is your time hon! Can't wait for your ultrasound Tuesday!

Fran said...

I will keep you in my thoughts and I wish so hard that this will work out well. Tuesday is not far, I'm sending you lots of positive light.
Fran

Merri said...

you are so knocked up!!! seriously :- ) i think your tuesday ultrasound will be amazing.

Kitty said...

It is definitely morning sickness!! It is your time! Good luck with Tuesday!

stacey said...

So hoping it isn't the flu Kelly. I think of you every day and just know that this is going to be THE one!