Thursday, December 3, 2009

First OB appointment today.

And I am petrified. You would think that with how sick I have been, I would feel reassured that there is a healthy baby in there, but , I don't know. It is just so hard to believe that we are going to be the lucky ones this time. I am just so afraid that we are going to get there and it will be more bad news and heartache.

I hope at some point I will feel less guarded and I can relax and enjoy this pregnancy.

5 comments:

Fran said...

You are in my thoughts, can't wait to read how it went. Much love, Fran

Kendra said...

That feeling never goes away. I get anxiety everytime I have an appointment and I get it REALLY bad before a sonogram. I feel it building already for my 32 week sono.

I am so happy for you and I just KNOW, your little bean is busy growing like crazy in there.

Christina said...

The feeling never fades. I'm 19 weeks and I still get nervous when the midwife takes out the doppler. I hope you're appointment went well. I know my first OB appointment was awful!!! Let us know hose it went!

Merri said...

i can't wait to hear how it went. good luck, and i think it's normal to be nervous...however, i think all will be well. yay!!!

becoming-mom said...

Hi, don't know if I ever gave you my congratulations?? I hope your appointment went well, what OBs are you seeing?