Saturday, July 11, 2009

God, please let things be different next year.


I feel like I utter this phrase often when I have yearly events to attend- holidays, birthdays, etc.
I always think.. okay, but this time next year we will either be pregnant or have a baby.

Today is one of those days.

We have our niece's birthday party today.
I can remember when we got together for her birthday last year, I was nearing the end of the 2ww of my first IVF. I thought for sure we would have a baby by this year's party.

So... I will utter the wish, yet again, as we drive to the party today.

Please.... won't you listen?


5 comments:

Fran said...

I join you in your prayer and sending you a virtual hug for the brthday celebration. Be strong. Love,Fran

JackieMac said...

I do the same thing. Every Christmas I think - this time next year I will have a baby or at least be pregnant. Infertility sucks.

Kristen said...

I'll be saying the wish with you today...hoping that next year you'll be bringing your son or daughter to your niece's party!

MJ said...

I do the same thing...IF sucks and know that we can all relate, not that it makes it any easier.

((HUGS))

Echloe said...

I really hope that next year you can look back and think about how insanely different things are because you'll be hugely pregnant or have a new born.