Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Are you there, God? It's me, Kelly...

Well,
Here we go again. At 9dp5dt our first beta is 181. I want to jump up and down, I want to scream, "hooray" at this amazing chance to be pregnant again, because I truly know how lucky I am to have a second chance at this.

But, I just can't. I am petrified.

I don't want to get too attached because, well, what if? And there are so many "what ifs" to worry about.

I just pray to God that this time is different. All I ask is that this lead us to a healthy baby.

Please.

13 comments:

Lindsey B said...

You are in my T&Ps. Hoping this is it for you!!!!

Wait, What? said...

Best wishes, I sincerely hope you'll be holding your baby soon

Noelle said...

Congratulations! Enjoy every moment!

Tara (psychmusetls) said...

Kelly, this is your time. T&P

ASHELY said...

Extra prayers your way, that the numbers keep going up! I am very happy for you and your husband, you are both such sweet people, and deserve the blessing of a baby.

leira said...

I will pray for you and hubby. hugs.

jeanna said...

Congrats!! Doubling beta dust coming your way on prayers!!

Addy said...

Congrats!! You are in my T&P.

Me said...

And there are too many "what ifs" to worry about.

:)

Fran said...

OMG, I'll be praying for you, it has to be good this time. Much love, Fran

MJ said...

praying for you

Karen said...

Every pregnancy is different, this has every chance to be "the one!". All positive thoughts and prayers coming your way!

Karen

becoming-mom said...

Hi there, just wanted to say that I am thinking of you, I remember how INSANE I was during beta time.. and I never suffered a loss, so I can only imagine. There's nothing I can say that will keep you from worrying, so I won't try, but I do want you to know you have so many people in your corner!!
Ariana
(MrsJeffsWife2b and your neighbor :)