Here we go again. At 9dp5dt our first beta is 181. I want to jump up and down, I want to scream, "hooray" at this amazing chance to be pregnant again, because I truly know how lucky I am to have a second chance at this.
But, I just can't. I am petrified.
I don't want to get too attached because, well, what if? And there are so many "what ifs" to worry about.
I just pray to God that this time is different. All I ask is that this lead us to a healthy baby.