Tuesday, April 14, 2009


Today we found out that we were actually pregnant with twins.  One we lost last week due to an ectopic pregnancy.   At my ultrasound today, we discovered we have a pregnancy in my uterus as well.  Unfortunately, the little bean does not stand a chance.  It is measuring a week behind, the heart rate is slow and the yolk sac is abnormally large- most likely due to some genetic/chromosomal abnormality. My Dr. is 99.9% sure that we will miscarry this pregnancy as well.

Now, we wait and hope that I miscarry naturally.  If not, it will mean yet another surgery. 

We just sit and wait for my other little bean to die.

Inside of one pregnancy attempt, I am having 2 miscarriages.  Inside of 8 months, I will have had 3 losses.

I am numb. 


kim said...

My God, this is just so heartbreaking and unfair. I am so sorry. I wish there was something I could do to take your pain away.


Lisa said...

I am so sorry. I know there are no words to make this any easier, I just want to say we are all hre for you!

Hopeful34 said...

words just don't say enough about how bad i feel for you and your dh. I just don't know how you are feeling. I wish you the strength and courage to make your way through this. I'm so very sorry Kelly. My heart just breaks for you.

MJ said...

Oh my gosh, I am so sad for you. Kelly, please know that prayers are being said for you all the time.


theworms said...

I'm so heartbroken for you K. I'm here if you need me and sending prayers and (((HUGS))) your way.