What if it really was just too early? We did see a sac when we went back on Friday. No yolk sac, but does that mean we are doomed?
What if the fact that my beta #s that day were still really high and had continued to double appropriately means we have a chance?
What if the fact that I have had heartburn the last few nights means that the baby inside of me is growing?
Oh , no. I don't want to have hope. Last week just hurt so badly. I want to steel myself so that if our next ultrasound does not go well, I will not be heartbroken all over again. I want to pretend this is not happening.
But what if?