Monday, April 13, 2009

Rough day...

Today has been a tough one. I still don't feel physically great.  I am running a low fever and have a heck of a headache.  I just wish I felt better physically; I know that would help me mentally.  

I feel kind of lost today.  I keep thinking that we are supposed to be so happy right now and so in love with our little bean.  God, I have been through a lot, but this, this is tough.  

I don't want to weep anymore- I just want to feel better.  

3 comments:

kim said...

Hugs. Lots of them.

MJ said...

Prayers and ((HUGS))

momsoon said...

i have just found you, read back in your story and want to send you love and support. I have been (and am) where you are...Ectopic(s), loss of parents to cancer, the pain of seeing your broken husband's face but mostly, tired of being strong.
I wish it wasn't so. There are really no words I can say except that I will be here for you, to pray and cheer and hope that one day soon the nightmare gives way to a happier chapter...For now take really good care of yourselves. peace.